Tragic

Well this post isnt supposed to be here, but there are no other place where i can write this...tho there're forums but somehow its not enough...

Today, i just watched..well i cant say its the most horrific...but its among them..a video of a house on fire where there're 3 children unable to escape since the windows are barred with steels ..as you may guess by now, they died.

The event just happened not so long ago..to be exact its on the 16th of this month, I think the video is available on youtube tho i warn you...DO NOT watch if you do not want it to stuck in your mind...probably forever; And no, i wont embed it here.

I have no idea how the fire starts, what i do know is..there are some people that tried to put off the fire eventho the fire already went too big to be handle without proper equipment...

I even mute the video after the first 5 mins because i cant handle the screams and watching the children unable to escape and fallen one by one is the most disturbing image that will haunt me for the rest of my life.

There are negative rumors spreading about the fireman/station, while i dont side with any...the anger because this happens in the first place wont go away...why the fire happened ? where are the parents ? and much more...

All that i can think is may their death wont be in vain...


Important Note : Extinguish fire with sand, if a fire extinguisher is not available...water cant extinguish fire properly.

I went to Morning Musume Concert !!! (sadly it was a dream)

Yesterday, 13 May 2012; I had a dream of me and my gf went to Japan and attend Morning Musume Concert !!! I remember it quite vividly as the Members were dancing and singing..then they walk in this small aisle stage and stood there waving at the crowds :D

I clearly saw Nakazawa Yuuko and Lida Kaori where Lida Kaori was pregnant in my dream O_O and then my gf asked something then i said "Morning Nyobou(?)" wife or so..then somehow i think Lida Kaori heard me and smiled at me XD

The next day i returned to Indonesia and after a while suddenly i got a phone...from someone who's speaking japanese...tho i somehow able to translate what he said "Restaurant Name, Date, VIP room, and meeting someone"; So i went there the very day and arrived there...i met........Fukumura Mizukiiiiiiiiiiii GYAAAAAAA <3

Somehow we just talk about something and something...then i want to take her pic but somehow the photo results isnt that clear......and then i woke up :(

Well i can say that its a wonderful dream...sitting together with Fukumura Mizuki face to face and just talk like we knew each other for a long time (tho i have no idea what was we talked bout)

ANYWAY, Yesterday was also my 3rd anniversary with my gf...tho sadly she's in training at another city...well i'll meet her next month...cant wait :3

And i havent been able to take a pic of my figures loots these days = _ =a GAHHHH

Another Revival Post

Gahh...its seems that i need to fix my schedules for this - _ -a

Well...for starters, I've been working in Imoutou Maid Cafe & Gundam Workshop this past going to-3-months...well of course my position is at the Workshop and not at the Cafe...

I've received my Hot Toys Superman, Jack Sparrow DX 06, and Predator Classic from Predators which sadly I havent been able to take pictures of them...well perhaps because i'm planning to re-selling the Superman and Predator...

Another side...i havent been able to nab anymore of Fukumura Mizuki merchandise...which i desperately want T____T

Last Month, There's an event at a nearby mall which we participate...and it got loads of attention..hopefully i'll be able to post all of it within the next few days :)

P.S : My GF did a great job on her custom paint model kit :3

11/11/2011

For Starters, the most important news :

Happy Birthday Tanaka Reina !!!!

Well i didnt know its her birthday if i didnt take a look at the news updates in the Facebook Group and Forums, gomenasai ne Tanaka-san

Today, is my first ever road violation hearing that i mention few blogs ago.

I arrived way too early at 7 am. while the hearing is at 9 am...but i dont wanna be late and since i only have vague idea about the location of the court, so i took it early just in case i get lost which i did...but i didnt got lost that far away...

So the hearing was exceptionally in time, and fast tho its extremely crowded.

I got fined about....$2.5, its surprisingly...nice of them :)

Well all i can say is...i rather pay the fine at the hearing than bribe the "corrupted"

But one thing bothers me, The court should have a parking spot for motorbikes, its like wth...i need to park outside ? while i know Surabaya maybe safer than Jakarta, i prefer being caution.

And thats all for today :)

PS : Ah, will be waiting Hot Toys Jack Sparrow and Hot Toys Superman on the way, Also Revoltech Danboard Amazon Mini Ver. which i'm currently have them on pre-order sales :)

Road Violation

Today, i marked a history of my life...tho its not even worthy to be marked but whatever...

I went into a wrong lane of the roads which deliberately guarded by the police, and as usual as this "beloved" country system works...they are giving hints of "you may bribe", which i clearly decline...since the only amount of money you could get from me is like......$1 only where they may get offended and sue me to a bigger lawsuit...

thus my trial sets at 11-11-2011, a great date...which i hope leads to an easy smooth trial.

Settling In

And so, from my previous post...i'm in another town atm. and just got my net backed up :3

So...while am tryin to get a job soon...there's just a few things i'm able to post and so on...

The only figure i have is Figma Strength..since i left all my figures back at home, and yesterday i just got my Morning Musume - Fukumura Mizuki sets...of Tshirt - Wristband, several photosets, and a keychain...cost a bit, but am happy since this is the first time i'm actually supporting them.

updates on those soon ^_^

Revolting For Life

Life is a bit messy lately due my decisions for moving to another town..hard disagreement from mom, well i can see from her viewpoints...but its not like i havent thought about it, i know its going to be tough...But my life have been easy..i dont dislike it but there are so many things going on that built up my stress around thus i made up my decision.

This made few things to set back, my passion for figure definitely gonna get cut very hard..Tho i'll keep blogging about stuffs that i'm able to.....

such as..The 10th Generation Morning Musume Members are selected; and my dark horse Masaki Sato is chosen :)

There are 4 new members; Kubo Haruna, Ishida Ayumi, Masaki Sato, and....Iikubo Haruna (gotta look again for the last name)

And i've been watching a lot of Gaki no Tsukai series, had a blast tho this early morning while i'm laughing watching them..again, my mom sets the mood to a complete negative for again requesting me to rethought my decision..AFTER we just had final discussion just a few days ago...i'm not angry to her, its just...she should've acknowledge that i've made up my decisions...at least she could be supportive.....

i'll be blogging about them if i have the mood later at night...

News Flash

So i'm currently having a road trip to Semarang, Indonesia from 27th august til 31 or so..i think :D

Loads of pic coming up, and tho sadly but still pleased...i only brought my nendoroid (amano tooko), tho its kinda hard taking her out since i'm not moving alone and such.

so catch my post soon enough :3

another random post

Well as you might see, i'm kinda slacking down - _ -

Many things happened, and going to..such as...am applying for a job in a hospital, but my hobby havent changed..tho this time, slightly reduced.

Am having a hard time living with my family since i cant do many things....but for now i have many figures collected and coming in, The latest orders are Hot Toys Jack Sparrow DX, Hot Toys Superman, Figma STR, and few Boa Hancock figures~ until end of this month

As you might see/know, Hot Toys isnt actually a japanese brand~ but its still a figure plus i dont like going into Enterbay which have relation with Medicom since i heard lots of bad bird whispers around.

I'll try to post more often, as in daily basis :3

thats it for now, last but not least : Kudos to Japan for winning the female football world championship or something~ Omedeto Gozaimasu !!! Nippon Banzai !

Am skipping a lot again T_T

gaahhhhh, guess its pretty hard of me to keep writing stuffs @_@

wish i have that mood again, but not here...not at my own home...weird, isnt it ?

yeah..i got everything here...

food all i can eat

bed where i can sleep

no worries bout bills

but no......all these have kept me down..even it began to be stressful for me.....i want to get out..to be with the one i want to be..

hope i wont be crazy due the stress trying to make that happen....

Its only the fairy tale

Who are those litle girls in pain

just trapped in the castle of dark side of moon

twelve of them shining bright in vain

like flower that blossom just once in years

they're dancing in the shadow

like whisper of love

just dreaming of a place

where they're free as dove

they've never allowed

to love in this cursed cage

its only the faity tale they believe

they're dancing in the shadow

like whisper of love

just dreaming of a place

where they're free as dove

they're never been allowed

to love in this cursed cage

its the only the fairy tale they believe

Alyssa Searrs / My - Hime

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A word that holds a strong emotion none like others...Love...so strong, the holder of that emotion need someone else to hold it else it turns into a millions of needle piercing ones' heart.

Perhaps my heart never meant to live in this world, it has been torn apart bits by bits leaving scars all over, howling pain, screaming "i am here", "dont ignore me", "what went wrong?", "i'm sorry" and yet it still never give up loving...

I Love You.

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Uncertainty

Once a calmness wrap around
Giving a glimpse of warmth
A smile with happiness

Yet

A sudden gush of wind
Create a bone chilling cold
It become a whirlwind and flew me away

Far away

There's only uncertainty in the wind
Will i survive ?
Will someone help me ?

Uncertainty

I do know, that i will be hurt
And
I do not know if i have enough will to survive

Will there be someone waiting for me ?
Will there be someplace i can call home ?

How can i keep bloggin ? @_@

there are lots of things i've done, events i've attended, stuffs ive bought/sold but it seems that i cant blog bout it.......either because i'm bored, tired, or just plain lazy - _ -a

gomen ne minna~

well since i got nothin to do for a while...tonight i'll catch up with few stuffs..i left behind :)

Comeback

wow..its been a while since i posted the last...............post...lol

things goin on, comp breakdown, and many more make me forgot that i actually have a blog.

Well this is just a short update; be prepare for more action figures reviews since i acquired lots (well not really a lot, but few and most of them are nendoroids) in this week :)

ciaoz

R.I.P Milky

Today...was kinda.....well it is..possibly the worst day of the year...Milky died....he was found laying at 3rd floor parking lot T_T

The apartment security guard found him, he knew that he was our cat and rush to told us..but it was too late for milky....time of death 7-8 am.

i had pet died before...birds, fish, turtle, crabs (sounds plenty isn't it ?), but its different when its a cat.......i like cats, tho milky is kinda the bad kitty...he loves to bites, bothering people when they are using computer, always asking attention, stealing food from the other kitty...

i forgot when was milky arrived in the apartment, but he was very little...

i have so many memories with him..i'll be missing you milky T_T

I don't know who he called last night @_@

Milky sleeping on a pillow

Brown & Milky battle to the top

*side note : Brown is pregnant(not by milky tho)*


<3 I will always love you Milky <3